I downloaded this off the internet on the day Jerry died. That was a bad day for me. I guess I felt spiritually connected to him for many years and never expected him to leave us so soon. I had an apparition that day. While playing drums along with a favorite Grateful Dead CD, I was playing with alot of energy and certainly alot of emotion. While I was playing, looking at the wall across the room, I saw an image of Jerry smiling at me, as if to console me in my grief. It lasted for a while, maybe 15 to 30 seconds. And for you doubters, no, I was not stoned or tripping or drunk or high on anything. I wonder sometimes if I was hallucinating out of grief, as I think I had tears in my eyes and I don't cry often. What do you think? I welcome your comments.